Believe!
November 19, 2022 112 days Unmanageable. That was what my life had become prior to sobriety. Completely and utterly unmanageable. I was so desperate for a solution, I would have done almost anything to get some manageability back into my life. I felt like I was a failure at everything, all aspects of life...my home, my relationships, and my health. Desperation was what finally led me to make a choice, and I pray that it will be one that lasts forever. Sobriety was the remaining key that could lead me out of the hell hole I had gotten myself into. In the end of July, I checked myself into rehab with the assistance of my husband. It was something we had discussed and arranged for days prior to my arrival. My home, and all aspects of it, were failing. I was spending my days planning my next drink or drinking. Boredom/loneliness were huge driving factors for many of my alcohol driven habits. I am learning that now. I have had to retrain mysel...